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Turtledove21

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Falling

it is not depression but the edge of happiness that makes my heart turn gray and start to crumble until there is nothing left it is being so close, having a light within reach, but not believing that it truly is close enough, or that i even deserve it i do not trust myself to grasp at it and not fall, because i am so afraid of f  a   l    l     i      n       g and it's an awfully long way to the ground and so i do not try. i let myself be swallowed by darkness and misery and i think: "at least i'm not falling," but maybe this is worse.

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Literature

Falling

it is not depression but the edge of happiness that makes my heart turn gray and start to crumble until there is nothing left it is being so close, having a light within reach, but not believing that it truly is close enough, or that i even deserve it i do not trust myself to grasp at it and not fall, because i am so afraid of f  a   l    l     i      n       g and it's an awfully long way to the ground and so i do not try. i let myself be swallowed by darkness and misery and i think: "at least i'm not falling," but maybe this is worse.

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Falling

it is not depression but the edge of happiness that makes my heart turn gray and start to crumble until there is nothing left it is being so close, having a light within reach, but not believing that it truly is close enough, or that i even deserve it i do not trust myself to grasp at it and not fall, because i am so afraid of f  a   l    l     i      n       g and it's an awfully long way to the ground and so i do not try. i let myself be swallowed by darkness and misery and i think: "at least i'm not falling," but maybe this is worse.

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